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        • “In All Circumstances Rejoice” by Tammy
      • February Inmate Devotionals
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        • “Whose Report will you Believe?” by Jessica
        • “Broken Earthen Vessels” by Daja
        • “Dagon must Submit” by Annette
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        • “Into His Hands” by Bobby
        • “Courage,” by Lovie
        • “Revelation” by Amanda
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        • “Life Time” by Jeramy
        • “Beauty or Beast?” (Romans 12:2 NIV) by Tammy
        • “Legalism vs. Love,” by Angela
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        • “Drugs, Thugs, and Bedbugs,” by Hazel
        • “What Thief?” by Pamela
        • “Psalm 51:10,” by Claudette
        • “Works, Not Words” by Roni
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 for We are Many” by Patrick
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        • “Dead or Alive?” by Izzat
        • “Power Nap,” by Jamelle
      • July Inmate Devotionals
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        • “Get Your ‘Ones’ Up,” by Korey
      • August Inmate Devotionals
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        • “Your Mess; God’s Masterpiece,” by Aric
        • “Romans 3:28,” by Pedro
        • “Awakened by Christ,” by Angelo
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        • “Fear Has No Position Among Peace,” by Christopher
        • “When Tragedy Strikes, What Can We Do?” by Scot
        • “Another,” by John
        • “God’s Mind Screen,” by Scott
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        • “Caught in the Storm,” by Patrick
        • “Task Driven or People Driven,” by Jake
        • “No, I Don’t Deserve It,” by William
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“Drugs, Thugs, and Bedbugs,” by Hazel

“Drugs, Thugs, and Bedbugs,” by Hazel

May 16, 2021 Posted by S. Neyra D4C News

“The Book of The Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it, day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that’s written in it; for then you’ll make your way prosperous, and then you’ll have good success.” – Joshua 1:8

For over 30 years, my life has been one of hardship, complete struggle, and I must admit, it’s by my own making! I used countless excuses why I couldn’t leave the “street life” alone. I realized just recently, or I should say, God recently showed me in my actions, the definition of insanity.

I’ve heard the Word – countless times – sitting in classes where a warrior of The Lord’s army would come into one of the jails, institutions, or prisons I’d find myself in, and they would be teaching of how Jesus wants to bring me out of insanity and place me into abundant blessings. I see myself, even now, sitting in those church services shouting “Amen” – “Glory” – and then going back to my pod, not having a clue how insanity connects to my lifestyle.

I would eventually get out, be released back into society, and go back to the same thing. The same people and the same experiences in cycles of 3-4 months. Then God would rescue me again and I’d be in the county coming off drugs, near dead
 and get fat while attending classes in jail, and say to myself, “I’m gonna do better this time.” Mind you, I haven’t made the connection to Christ yet. This would become a never-ending cycle until I started getting sick and tired of the same degrading factors of street life
living under bridges, alleys, buses, trains
 to stay out of bad weather; doing some of anything vile to receive money for my drug habit; allowing myself to be abused
even abusing myself.

Through all of this, I can now see God’s hand in keeping me, yet I’m one that chose to walk through the fire to really see God’s saving grace at hand. Studying the Word one night recently, late at night, not a soul up but me and Christ
Christ started showing me scenes in my life, where patterns were formed, which led up to my record being a test and testimony: 7 TDCJ (prison) numbers, 42 arrests, numerous probation, and numerous paroles. Then Christ got real, showing me – getting out
 going back
 getting out
 going back
 getting out
. going back
 THE LIGHTBULB WENT OFF CLEAR AS DAY – INSANITY!

I cried out to God then and there, totally surrendering my life to Christ, asking for a new start and a new way. He immediately helped me find a new start, a new town with a recovery program, wrapped in the loving arms of Christians that will help me, show me, and guide me along the way. Being connected to them will continue to bring God’s blessings into my life and allow me to have success and prosper in Christ. My mess has become my message of the Messiah’s saving grace!

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Susan Neyra is the Founder and President of Disciples for Christ Ministry Outreach.

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